• I dyed my hair and painted my nails and now my bigot mother FINALLY stopped talking to me, BC I’m not the (and I quote) “man she rose me to become.”
• needless to say, I am VERY happy. Had I known this would have happened, I would have delved into cosmetics a LOT sooner.
• edit: no idea how to do line breaks on jerboa so that’s why I’m using bullets.

It was ok, i just feel I’m not making much progress on my questionning like previous weeks. At times I feel like my transition is miles away, or like a fantasy. But I imagine myself as a girl and i feel strong gender euphoria so… I guess i’m making steps in the right direction. I just don’t know what to do next.

I ordered makeup on amazon tho, can’t wait to try it

you first

More fitness goodness. I put serjous time into doing weights after cardio and ow bicep curls OW. It hurts to fully extend my elbows since i woke up saturday. Hoping its a fair bit better when i wake up tomorrow/today (like 2 am where im at)

Looked in a mirror earlier aaaaand oh god the hair thinning. Why tf do i keep procrastinating getting put on something for my hair…

It’s been okay. I made the mistake of drinking apple juice (I know, how dare I???) and my IBS has flared up like nothing else. I’ve only just gotten to a point where I’m not running to the toilet, after a week. Ugh. IBS sucks arse.

Had a good week, work was okay, correction on my nose job went well without any issues and not even having to wait very long. I got rejected for a job I applied to but it would’ve meant a move so I’m not that bothered about it. Applied to appear on stage at a radical pride event and was rejected as well, which bums me out more than the job haha. Have been talking to some people for stage appearances and readings and am very busy preparing new stories and texts for upcoming open calls! Otherwise, next week I have my first appointment concerning SRS, looking forward and a bit afraid something goes wrong with insurance or something else I didn’t predict.