No diagnosis, but at least similar issues. Best metaphor I’ve come up with is that it’s like trying to push two magnets together that are the wrong way around. Visually it looks simple as can be, but the invisible forces preventing it feel impossible to overcome.

The thing is, if we could do all the things that could fix our life, we could also do all the things that would make it worse. Better to not do anything it all.

for everybody reading this who haven’t tried them already:

The meds help a lot. Stop overthinking it and just get the meds.

It’s the start of the semester, and this is me. Unfortunately I’m feeling it even while on my meds :( I think I’ve become tolerant to them.