yes! it’s wild getting it from guys who are already taller than me. I’m lucky enough to have not had the experience of looking for a partner on dating apps(unless discord counts?), but i hear all the time about how absurdly superficial they are

I’m 5’8, plenty of men aren’t interested in women as tall as they are.

any chance you smoke weed to help with that depression? Cannabinoid hyperemesis might be worth looking into