It taught me how much i wasted my youth by being a pussy and not improving my skills

  • renegadesporkA
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    1 day ago

    My curiosity got the better of me and I watched a video of a drug cartel beheading three people. Two with a chainsaw, one with a knife. It was horrific and not quick.

    If you’re ever tempted to watch something like that, do not do it. It’s not worth it. It’s been years and I still have random intrusive thoughts about it and it makes me physically ill.

    • emmy67@lemmy.world
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      15 hours ago

      Sounds closer to ptsd than intrusive thoughts tbh

      Originally ptsd was diagnosed to military AND first responders, first responders because they saw some shit.

      Like you did