I love to read and I love tellign people about obscure/underrated authors.
I’ve been heralding Tanith Lee for decades. Writers like Neil Gaiman and Poppy Z. Brite are pale imitations of the original.
Ross Thomas. Washington reporter turned crime novelist. “The Porkchoppers” is about a Nixon Era Union election. Dozens of characters, ranging from DC power brokers to street level fixers, are all trying to cash in.
Dan Fesperman. Best new spy novels.
Connect with peers.
Plenty of people grew up in similar circumstances. There are all sorts of self help groups. A good therapist would be able to help you find them.