she/her
for me it got better as i started socially transitioning, and especially once i started wearing some simple makeup (I LOVE EYELINER!!!)
be patient with yourself, as ada said youre reprogramming a lifetime of self images and thoughts. its not easy, youll make it ❤️
hi
the most i use my gpu for at this point is minecraft shaders, i dont plan on upgrading in 10+ years
-i dont feel any weirdness calling myself a lesbian, trans women are women after all. this stigma fades after enough time to let it become normal
-im not diagnosed but pretty sure lol, not a position id give advice from though
-assuming your parents arent helicopter patents and invading your privacy, feminine undergarments are good outlets for this. i used to wear cheap sports bras (the ones with no padding, just the fabric/elastic) under my shirt. compression underwear (gaffe) or just womens underwear in general are nice too
shaving your body is a good way as well, and if you are allowed to grow out your hair then styling that in some way (even if its just a ponytail or bun) is nice
-still in my hometown
-couldnt see a therapist not because of my parents (money and priorities) for a long time, but i dealt with my mental health struggles through online gaming and friend groups. sorta brute forcing myself to be confident, and keeping in mind that it gets better. therapy helps though, even if slowly with how good i am at masking
green day all day rn, my girlfriend got me their entire discography and ive been loving it. saviors is an amazing album on top of their classics
if you exhale before the sneeze comes out it makes it cute for some reason
“im gonna be pretty?”
added my girlfriends love triangle (her, computer, phone) recently and its been chaotic (im going outside)
present
ur my friend now hi friend
girl dinner
hey be nice to the clowns this timeline is worse
playing portal 1/2 and celeste for the first time were amazing, obviously still great games but nothing beats your first playthrough
i have 3 categories:
hentai
not hentai
stupid
those ones are so adorable and cover a lot, can definitely suggest them personally
take the leap and go for it! i sent some suggestions in another comment here if you want to take a look. they really are the key to me feeling comfortable in my own body these days, i can’t go out without it
I started out with these: https://a.co/d/aiW60Ry
Then moved to these ones: https://a.co/d/fFftKPP since its easier to stuff socks in them to go stealth a bit more in public lol
wearing a bra, even with nothing for it to support was huge for me. love the snug and less exposed feeling i have when im wearing it. sports bras are easy and stealthy
the street performance scene in bocchi the rock, no matter what ill always start crying when i watch it
the year long wait is mostly on me, i pass well enough to go without and i struggle with big things like that. you shouldn’t have to wait that long depending on your area
:3 that was my comment im glad its working out for you!